Confessions Of A Conscious Hypocrite...

My Idea of a world stayed behind my eyes as a Dream....
My words for Mankind got chocked in my Mind Unspoken...
I thought it would change If I changed my self...
It looked scarier when I got out clean...
I became a cynic when I couldn't make a difference...
I became Indifferent when it came to opinions...
I became bitter rather than becoming better....
I despised humans...Yet I am one...
I despised this life form...for I started appreciating others...
I forgot who I was being what I am...
I thought I was flawless...
Then I forgot what flaw is...
What world it is... where an Individual can't say what he wants...
What world it is when a Person is held in invisible chains .....
What freedom it is where a person cannot do what he wants...
You speak of humanity... while half the world is starving because of your inhuman acts...
You speak of god where you indulge in devilish acts...
You call me Evil... yet you don't know ,what good is...
You call my words Blasphemy... yet you constantly shun the truth...
I was born free... but was held in chains...
I was scared of speaking the truth...
I was scared of doing what is right...
I was scared of being what I am...
Today I am going to end it...Today I am going see what freedom is...
This second...This moment...I feel freedom...
I am no more scared... I am not afraid to dare...
I call my life in...for I am leaving it now...

This is not a Poem...this is not a song

Nor a letter...Nor a note...

This is a confession of a Conscious Hypocrite...

I have done what I needed to do...
I have done what I wanted to do...
I am speaking What needed to Speak...
I am speaking I wanted to speak...

Oh Humanity... you reek of Hypocrisy...

You reek of fallacious virtues...
You constantly close your Eyes to truth...
I have seen it all... I have done it all...
Now Don't debate on what I speak...
This is not a statement...
What I say is truth....
We are bound to Die... We don't stay forever...
Its all just a ride...and every one tries to make his mark...
You may make a mark... but one day it ends it all...
No one to read your story...
No one to praise your virtue..
No one to scowl you down...
No one to despise you...
It's all just a ride..
It's all just a ride...

I am not in Pain...I am not Insane...
I have no reason to live...So I chose to Die...
-Confessions of a Hypocrite